Find Out Why This Dangerous Book Hurt Me Very Badly…
I created a brief 10-minute video where I confess the ways the creation of this dangerous, apocalyptic book hurt me very badly. I truly suffered.
I lived full-time in the psychology of The Devil for months. Have you ever heard the term ‘method actor’? It refers to an actor or actress who stays in character for the movie full time. I essentially did this. To coin a phrase: I became a ‘method author’. I remained in the persona of The Devil – I let him possess my psyche – and disclosed my most honest and authentic feelings through the terminology and concepts of Western Philosophy.
Certain days, I would close my laptop and feel an infinite distance from humanity. Waves of depression would consume me. I felt forsaken and thus vengeful. I sincerely identified with the personality of The Devil and at night it felt like I slept in the abyss.